AN UNKNOW PERSON

  For a boy who is an adolescence or shall we say in teenage times it normal for them to like girl .It goes the same for every boy y s including me .In my time there is some girl who I had a liking to in the past even now .I want to share with about this but don’t tell anyone else especially ag students.

  Lets start of with someone I once liked in the past shall we .She was a friend of mine it all started back then when I was still in standard one .we were never close back then because she is smart and popular and all but I am no one there people didn’t even realize my existence there .After finish primary school I had continued my studies in SMK Seri Keramat  .What surprised me is that even though she is an excellent student she went to the same school with me even more surprising she is in the same class as me .After a while I started to become friends with her then I got a hold on a piece of valuable information I knew the boy that he liked .I tried to set them up but when it had been a success I had a terrible feeling of sorrow around me I fell empty inside my heart that is when I realized that I had fall for her .But their relationship do not last very long .So I feel relived I became close to her very close but unfortunately I dint think that she liked me so i never told her that I had feeling for her . As time passes by we had got good result for the pmr and went our separate ways .I got into MRSM and never had seen her faces ever again but we still kept in touch by phone it is just that the feeling I had for her had fade away.

  Now it’s the time when I was in the MRSM .It was in the first day that I entered the MRSM I had met with the members of my homeroom which is like a step family .I had a saw a girl in my homeroom who is very pretty at first I haven’t got the guts to talk to her but she is my homeroom and I always use that reason to get to know her better .As time passes by it was already our final semester and I  still haven’t confess my feelings towards her .One day I wanted to see her face to face so that I could express my feelings towards her but my heart began to crumble down into million of pieces as I got to know she had liked a boy who is my friend .Figuring out that she also liked the boy maybe it is the best for her maybe she would be happy with him so I kept my mouth shut and let them have a happy life .In front of her I always put on a smiled so that she wont suspect a thing even though it is killing me inside .But one day when it was two weeks before the spm in class I saw a girl who had made my shattered heart a whole once more .She is an excellent student though but she is quite friendly and I think that she had noticed me always looking at her in class but this does not meant that I am not focused in my studies ok maybe a little bit but I am still can manage it well .Now that we had finish SPM I tried to get to know her and I hope that this time I can express my feeling towards her